September 2011
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fuck i hate who i am
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i have never felt this shit
today i spent the whole day in bed which was probably a bad idea. but it was lovely, i didnt have to worry about being anywhere on time of making sure other people were okay. all i had to do was concentrate on me it was just so lovely.
but now i feel like shit for no reason at all. apart from the fact that i am fighting for someone i shouldnt even both with.
i am missing tom like crazy
and i...
I am just under a month away from being 18 and I hate who I am.
I have felt more hurt than happiness
Why does this fucking happen
i would like a content feeling
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Right one I feel like Jenny
In season 1 and 2 of The L Word
I feel lost
I feel confused about my sexuality
I feel confused about who I want to have sex with
And I feel confused about life in general
I love the smell of burning marshmallows
i think i want blonde hair again...
I am only half way through my lord of the fries...
Sooo don’t want to go to work today. I just want to lie in bed and cuddle my puppy
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today i deleted...
half the contacts in my phone and my facebook
i feel so weird without facebook, i wonder if anyone who hasnt read this will notice..
what a bore
To ugly to show my face. To ashamed to be in
I miss Tom way too much.
I have no one to talk to the way that I spoke to him. I used to be happy to have him but now that he is gone I feel so alone. I just want him back.
I want someone to find me interesting and someone to understand where I am coming from.
I want to be happy
Why is this so hard. I hate the people around me. I hate who I am and I can’t change it.
Kill my illness