running into a wall of knives would be better than how i am feeling right now
i am going to be 18 i am going to be 18 and never been taken i am going to be 18, never been taken and never been happy i will be just 18, used and abused
this weekend has been amazing i had work on saturday like normal. then i went to bang with a group of amazing people and saw sooo many more amazing people that introduced me to more amazing people. kissed the boy i have had my eye on for a few weeks go a lift home with one of my best friends. woke up this morning with a smile still on my face. went into the city with my mother had lunch...
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My self esteem is so fucked up, I don't even know...
i dont know what to do.
i have fallen back into hating myself, i hate : the way i look the way i talk the way i feel who i have become my height my weight and how ugly i am i want to drink so much a pass out or take heroin until i overdoes. this feeling is killing me slowly, so it would be better for myself to go fast, on a rush of life and my true self. i want to be happy but never seem to be. i...
❒ Single ❒ Taken ✔ No one likes me
your fucking right
for fuck sake, you are completly right. i have been used and abused in my sex life, i have a such low self esteem that i have lowered myself to sleep with 3 of the most slutty guys in melbourne. i have lost all knowing of my 14 year old self who was going to wait until i was 16 (which i did) and sleep with someone that saw me a a true beauty. but all these boys saw me as was another root and...
i enjoyed having cuddles early this morning until...
i havent had a smoke since wednesday, i want one...
FUCK YOU IMMUNE SYSTEM
being mentally and physically sick at the same...
i hate being alone
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i hate people that tell me i am beautiful, because clearly i am not, dont lie to me. i am never satisified with the way i look, i hate the way i leave the house in the morning and most of the time i would rather stay in bed with the covers over my head so no one would be able to see the beast that i am. i would love to be called beautiful by someone who actually means it and a person who will...