October 2010
32 posts
i want to rip myself apart and lay my insides on...
6 months
6 months ago i made the mistake of meeting you for the first time, it was just outside box hill centro at around 8 o’clock on april the 12th.
you smiled at me a opened your arms wide showing that your wanted to let me into you world, into your life and open your mind to what is to come… was i what you wanted or was i something totally different?
that morning i made the mistake...
today i learnt my place, it is under your foot,...
i want to die….that is all
Father I’ve sinned over and over and over and over again sorry my friends I’m such a mess I’m doing the best I can She says “where ya goin? where ya been?” She says “I don’t want you hanging out with them” She leaves like she’s never coming back again on and on… it goes on and on YEA She says “I don’t love you like I loved you...
i will listen to you when you accept who i am.....
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put me on some meds, make my feel happy, give me a...
FUCK THIS LIFE
just basically got told i was his piece of meat......
why is it that every times i see you, i feel like my heart is beating out of my chest and the butterflies that are in my stomach are wanting to fly out my mouth in the replacement of nerves.
why is it that after the way you have treated me, and the things you have done to make me feel like a piece of shit, i still feel that i love you with everything
i am told that i am to good for you, but...
TEN ARE YOU’S 1. Are you single - sure am 2. Are you happy - no, possibly at my worst. 3. Are you bored – why do you think i am doing this.? 4. Are you naked - i wish 5. Are you a blonde - used to be. 6. Are you moody – hahaha is this a joke? 7. Are you a lover/hater - i have my moments of both 8. Are you hot/cold - Right now, cold 9. Are you Irish - yesm 10. Are you Asian - No
TEN FACTS ...
FUCK YOU
you are always like this the day after you get drunk
you are always a bitch and blame everything on me
it is not my fucking fault you got drunk and it is not my fault you are a shit mother…
today we had a fight because you found all the cuts that i had, and during this fight i continued to tell you that you were a good mother, but i take that back.. you treat me like a piece of shit and...
i will pay someone to take my life
i am ugly, why would anyone want me?
oh wait no one does want me …
i call you my best friend and you mean sooo much to me….
but i am seeing that i clearly dont mean anything to you.
you dont call, you are not here for me when i need you
and you are only interest in what i can give you
you do not seem to apprienciate everything i do for you…
i settle you down when you feel like killing
i give you money when you need it
i am always listening...
